hyaaa….
sometimes, i asked 4JJ1…why was i born as a girl??
i hate to a girl!!(geez..i shouldn’t say that..)
girl always say the oppesite of what she wanna say
when she wanna say :
dunt leave me…
she’ll definitely say:
just go..that’s fine
why??? why..why…
hah…
April 8th 2007
11.16 pm
OST: Laluna – Selepas Kau Pergi
Hmm…. What a sad song…
Melankonis mode = on
Have u ever been left by some
one that u really love? with no reason? Someone that u really trust? It’s hurt,
so hurt…
“this pain is just to real..
this just too much that time can not erase”
-evanessence with my immortal-
Can’t we just hate him/her?
It’s not like when
ur friend take ur chocolate or give u a ‘cute’ maggot..
It’s because of love.. Love
sucks!!
When u r too much in love with
someone,
u’ll always have a reason for
what he/she’s done
And most cases prove that u’ll ur self
blame
u’ll say:
‘If I didn’t do that, then
he/she wudn’t do this…’
Can’t we just forgive him/her?
When he/she said ‘it’s over’ or
‘there’s someone else..”, I guarantee that u’ll curse him/her in every language u know and mention some animals 
U may do something for revenge, n
the result is…u have a pseudo happiness for a while n then It makes u even
worst..
The mix of guilty n hurt…
Still miss him/her… n want
him/her to come back
There’s a saying ‘hatred n love
are confined just by a line of thread’
Hehe.. benci benci benci.. tapi
rindu..uoo…- have no idea about the singer
Even if he/she did something
terrible to u.. u’ll say.. ‘well..maybe I deserve it..’
N u’ll still have a time n
reasons to do something for his/her sake
Still wanna see him/her, chat,
pay much attention, threat him/her good… eventough u knew that it’ll just
hurt u more n more!!
What a stupid things to do to
the one that hurt u so much.
And I did it…hehe….
Am I stupid?? Yes… I am!! But
stupidity makes me human, hehe…
It’s a great lesson…
I might step into a very dark
forest of love
I might drawn in a deep deep
water
But.. I guarantee, from now on… that
memories of us wont make me weak, it’s just an old time’s sake, hehe…
thx bro… thx for ruining my life
*bi9_9rin*
Hehe…
if only I
could love U that much… hopefully..
Fiuuhh….
